A Blaze of Feather - We Were Here lyrics

Mother I feel crucified
Can't grin no more, Hell knows I've tried
If I don't make the break of day
Well look for rainbows just the same
Did I ever tell you the joy I've felt
Through all the time and love we've shared
Ma you can't help me anymore
Can't keep the grey wolf from the door

You see the fear in this anxiousness
That I feel while my conscience begs
Behind closed doors
And I can't see the light to clear no more

Brother I wish I had know
I missed the trick now you're not home
So many times now I look back
I should have been there across the tracks
Down in the flames of guilt and hell
Beyond the smoke there's starlight still
So until we meet again
I'll send a blaze up in your name

Oh the horror in this helplessness
That I've felt while my conscience begged
For somethin' more
Since then don't know my heart
To well no more

Ol' mask of shame that I've worn with pride
Can't be explained never justified
But, I'm still sure
That I'm so glad we were here at all

Sister let me clear the air
We both know I never did my share
I'm sorry endlessly and more
Hindsight's no benefit at all
But by your grace help my convey
The beauty equal to the pain
Next time the band begin to play
Will you save the last dance for me

To all those friends
That have lost their way beneath the weight
Of this great mystery for feelin' all
This good earth has to give's a heavy call

Ain't no sense to make
But, I draw confidence in how the hurt
Show us we're capable of so much love
And in the it's grace will
Carry us all on home

We were here one and all
Bold as sunlight in the dawn
We were here bound to fall
I'll see you at the crossroads time comes
We were here arm in arm
Bright as starlight in the dark
We were here miracles
I guess I'll see you at the crossroads
When the time comes