Abby Huston, Bent - Higher lyrics

I would lie here
Bite my tongue for things I don't care for
I want more
I know you try, so I try not to mind
I find myself putting it back
On me every time
"It doesn't have to be like that, " you say
And I know
But our mental space is just habitual
There's nothing you can do for me, 'cause
I own how I can see my own body
And today I am free

The closer to the floor I sit
The smaller my heart feels
Nobody could see me high
Nobody could raise me up
The closer to the floor I sit
The smaller my heart feels
Nobody could see me high

Standing up was easy
Staying here's the hardest part and
What I need is
Something else no one else could give
And only receiving passive thoughts
On your end i'm so exhausted
Don't have too much left to give
But, I'm so willing if you are to try again
When you're done sitting in your
Room like you've been
I've just got a feeling
That things would change, new winnings
Life rearrange, new stages setting
New beginnings and I'm ready

The closer to the floor I sit
The smaller my heart feels
Nobody could see me high
Nobody could raise me up
The closer to the floor I sit
The smaller my heart feels
Nobody could see me high

I'll raise me up i'll raise me up
I'll see me higher i'll see me higher