Afourteen, Teenage Disaster - SOMNIPHOBIA lyrics

Imotape Productions

Sittin' down right on my bedside
Sleepless nights when I don’t feel right
Locked inside a dungeon, can’t you help me?
(Can’t you help me?)
Isolated from my friends
Swear this shit just never ends
Feels like my body’s growing colder (Colder)
Woke up in my own vomit last night
Wish I was taken in my sleep, God help me
(Help me) i never found myself, and maybe
That’s for the best, oh
Just tell me to look up
But you’re never understanding the view
A world of liars
They conspire on my every move
I got the flu, and I’m givin' up
My stomach hurts and I’m a mess
Lie to my face, then call it quit's
My love for you wasn’t adequate
Existential, I’ll never make it (Make it)
Trapped in infinity
We're so small in the face of God
So shut the fuck up and do your job
It don’t matter anyway

Yuh, yuh, sometimes I wake
Up feeling impatient, ayy
Losing my head, ayy, lemme think a minute
You don’t motherfuckin'- motherfuckin'
See the vision, uh
Yuh, yuh, lemme breathe a minute
You ain’t gotta do the shit that
You been doin' to me, fuck you
Yeah, I need to get my ass back home
Every time I leave the house
Man I feel led on
What’s up wit' that? Cut from front to back
You don’t love me back, no
Don’t act like that come home drunk as shit
Jumping off the bridge
Fuck that, break my wrist
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight
'Cause I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight
So I just act like
Conversations mean what they mean
I hold back all this hatred inside my dreams
And I’m so sick with you
And you’re so sick of me
I can’t even breathe, yuh
You’re nanananana, lalalalala, lalalalala
Fuck

Fall asleep inside your arms
Kill anybody that means you harm
Alcohol for breakfast, lunch and dinner
Downers just to numb the pain
Drown all the voices inside my brain
Toxic at our core
But we blame the world of course
I’m so sick of you, you’re so sick of me
I’m so insane, yeah, yeah, yeah
I’m so sick of you, you’re so sick of me

I can’t even breathe i can’t even breathe
So (Yuh, yuh, yuh, uh, uh, uh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
Ohh, I’m so sick of you

I’ve been singin' sad songs
Since I was youngin' paint my nails black
Then those bitches called me a faggot
Now it’s cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
Now I’m pissed off, straight up
Blow my damn top off
Lil' spiders in the dark
Tellin' me it’s alright
I got bullets for you
Motherfuckers tryna act tight
Doin' shows for a minute
I can really say I did it

It’s a sick world we live in
And I’m not sure I want to stay at all
I’m done, I give up
And my mind comes toppling down when I
Think of getting out of bed
And I’m so broken down, cannot be repaired
I’m so sick, I’m so tired, I’m so beaten down
I don’t wanna go, but I think I have to

Why do we live like this? And
Why do we live like this?
I fell in love with your lips
They’re my worst enemy
They’re my worst enemy
I fell in love at 17, I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me, sit with me
Take my arms, watch me bleed
Take my eyes, make me see i am so incomplete
I am so incomplete i am so