Albee Al - When It Hurts lyrics

Even when it hurts
Would you still put me first
Even when it hurts?

Damn, remember when it was jus an idea?
It's kinda crazy how we made it here
All the pain, hard work and blood
Sweat and tears all the Bros that we lost
How we wish was here
I don't like suprises, well
I just hate the stares
I know these bitches ain't shit
That's why I stay prepared
My ex tried to make me
Jealous thinking that I cared
Forgetting bout the last bitch that
Took what was here
Yea, hard for me to really hurt
I wish me & Brit could make it work
See in her mind think I'm
Puttin other bitches first
I just wonder who she'll fuck
Once I'm the dirt
See I watched Myiesha and know
She really love my brother
He was dead for a year
She found abother lover, damn
You can't control nothin when you gon
And it's only so long now I'm
On so enjoy the moment
Ain it crazy how the brain work
Success is nothin wit no pain first
A couple million right now is
What my name worth
I love my nigga much it's like
We got the same Earth
Watch niggas they in a disguise
Loyalty til the end who in for the ride?
Xanies and nem perks got a nigga fried
It's like Medusa if you ever
Lookin in my eyes
Closest I'll get to heaven is my kids
Cos I know I gotta answer fa the shit I did
My hands too dirty for Him to forgive
I mean, it is what it is
Don't understand how I'm still blessed
I'm just tryna stop my mother's stress
Take care of the kids and the
Ones that my brother left
So if you tryna stop that
You betta come correct
She like Albee, why I ain meet ya mother yet?
Cos you'll neva last wit the
Onces my mother met
I used to sneak outside whIle my mother slept
Prolly made a hundred thousand
On my mother's steps, yea
Truth be told, that's a truth be told
She said Albee don't you lie to me
I said I love you girl, honestly
This is how it gotta be
I know you gettin tired uh me
I be getting tired uh me
It hurt to see you cry ta me
How long would you ride for me?
And see me as your prodigy?
Yea I know you love me but love
Is like a lie to me
So many people lied to me
It took so much up outta me i'm drained
And I don't mean ta put
You in the same bucket
But how I protect myself and
Just saying fuck it?
Hypothetically your love is just ahead of me
And I'm just tryna be a better me, me
The same thing that make you
Laugh could make you cry
The same thing that make you
Quit could make you try
I see them tears in her eyes
And it hurt me cos I'm the reason why
I'm the reason why why I'm still like this
I know love ain 'posed ta feel like this
It make me feel like shit
Maybe it's best for us to separate
How much you really love
Me? She don't hesitate
Maybe it's best for the both of us
Why you speaking up for both of us?
Albee boy I know wassup
I don't know it all but I know enough
You acting like it ain't no hope for us
And I gave you all of me
You ignoring me like I ain't show enough
Boy you grown but you ain't growing up
I know
But, this love shit you gotta brace yourself
Cos if anot her person cross
Me ima hate myself
And you prolly don't wanna hear it
Cursing me out, thinking I'm careless
Thinkin I don't feel shit
But I would DIE FOR YOU THAT'S REAL SHIT
You know all the pain that I dealt with?
The pain I dealt with
All this pain that I dealt with
Would you still put me first?
Even when it seems it don't work?
Even when it seems like it won't work?
Would you still put me first?
Even when it hurts