Aleksia, ​demxntia - I wanna rest lyrics

I’m tired but my mind won’t
Stop screaming at me
Close my eyes but I can never sleep at night
I wanna rest but i just
Wake up in sleep paralysis
Walking circles around my room
I’m jus' tryna catch my breath
I just wanna rest my head
Sick and tired of saying that nothings wrong
I just can’t control my brain
Fuck these pills, these chemicals
People like me are better off left alone
People like me wonder why we’ll
Never find our home

I forgot how to render my emotions
Like my hand is reaching out from the ocean
I'm surrounded by the waves of the memories
At the end of the day i'm my own enemy
Trapped inside a cycle of
Never ending nightmares
Questioning my life even if
The answers right there is this just my fate
Will I ever be okay?
'Cause I don't wanna feel this way
No I don't wanna feel this

I’m tired but my mind won’t
Stop screaming at me
Close my eyes but I can never sleep at night
I wanna rest but i just wake up