Alla Xul Elu, Mega Ran, DOB - Gone lyrics

Hard up far from come from nothing
Grown accustomed to all this destruction
Don't want to but if you
Do I'll inside out you
S-h combustion save your huffing and
Puffing there's no discussion (spontaneous)
I have a wife but this is my lust trust
I try my hardest not to cuss
Murder and rip out your guts (motherfucker)
With a handful of your intestines I run down
The block then flag down the cops
I don't wanna be nuts but it feels
Like I'm stuck on fucking you up (aha)
And the bad thing is there ain't no you
I'm just stuck in my imagination
There's still layers of crust

I gotta break through before I can hush (shh)
These voices inside villainizing my
Mind in hindsight (do you hear me?)
I would like to right my
Wrongs but instead I'm fighting
These dancing drones like who's in
Control me or them? (we are)
I keep on scraping inside of my head til'
Death comes along in
These bone-lined catacombs
All I've known is kill or run
Instinct and compulsion
Instinct convulsions after I spit
That acid that
Leave you poor bastards faces repulsive
Have I finally lost it no
I'm just obsessive and compulsive off
Inside my noggin just talkin'
Staring at the wall again
The demons I can point out each
And every one of them (hahahahaha)

I tried to fight it i tried to stop it
But, I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone (gone, gone
Gone) and I'll never find my way
(never find my way) i tried to fight it
I tried to stop it
But, I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone (gone, gone
Gone) and I'll never find my way
(never find my way)

Lied and dedicated my life to this music
(yeah) learning from popses
Momma said that he was being foolish
(really?)
But, I thought it was cool when he used
To get to sit up on the stage
Thinking maybe one day I'll be
The one that plays (ah)
But then I can only imagine that shit
Seeing the look on the crowd's
Face had me as if I was
Being restrained something wasn't the same
Lost in the game got me stuck
And I'm fucking feeling insane
Any relationship is strange
Staring down paralysis from all of the pain
I fight for what I believe in
Know what I got to gain

From the beginning I knew it wasn't the
Fame that drew me this way
This music is fused within my veins
This isn't a popularity contest
How many times must I stresse
This is more than a slick
Hook and a deep concept
This is part of my life
That I've got to accept
Been gone and there's nowhere left
Slipped up and I lost my step
Got up and I tucked my chin duck and I swung
For the fucking fence

I tried to fight it i tried to stop it
But, I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone (gone, gone
Gone) and I'll never find my way
(never find my way) i tried to fight it
I tried to stop it
But, I can't understand that kind of logic
I'm gone I'm gone (gone, gone
Gone) and I'll never find my way
(never find my way)