Ameer Vann - Disconsolate lyrics

Mostly I am hoping
That I will end up floating
'Cause my only way of coping
Is smoking and snorting, and popping
My brain is solar rotten
I promise no more toxins but I
Can't seem to stop it
Alone and nauseous and rockin'
Back and forth between
Darling please save me from my dreams
I'm the devil in the flesh
For your touch I only fiend
I am broken please don't leave
I promise I can kick it just
Don't tear away from me
This mix of love and ecstasy
Your loving's compressin' me
This destiny, infectiously
You put a hex on me
But you left me all alone in the dark
In the cold
Where the wind cut deep into my bones
So to cope I had chosen overdose in the liqs
And I'm twistin' mixture of
My favourite mistresses
Sip it just to cloak the distance
Maybe then you'll get it
That this shit is everything
I've invested in it
This holds the keys to my love and existence
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This holds the keys to my love and existence