Ameer Vann - Sincerely, Yours lyrics

I learned a lot inside a year
That handful of months
Another turn around the sun
I'm still cold and burning up
Like a raisin in the sun
And I'm numb from smoking blunts
I don't feel it when they hit me
Way my father used to beat me
I don't think I'd really feel it if
A car swerved and hit me
What does God got against me?
I've been doing stupid shit like and selling
I even tried to rob a bitch
That got raided by police
I'm just glad it wasn't me
And that keep me up at night
But I'm used to losing sleep
'Cause I live inside a house
That's full of water, neck deep
So I'm always fucking fighting to keep
My head above the water
If I could walk on top of oceans
I'd change the whole world and make
It better for my mother
And get a message from my sister
And that's just fucking fiction
She out there flirtin' with addiction
She ain't got no time to call me
Me, you, and our father
All hopeless alcoholics
If you get a chance to call me
Just remember that I love you
And I'll always be your brother

And there were times that I
Didn't want to live but thank God I'm alive
And to them times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
For all the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
And to the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive

I remember being young
I'd ask a lot of questions
Like, "Why's there so much hatred?" and
"Why they call me crazy?"
Mama said I fell from heaven
Smacked my head on the pavement
"And that's why they call me crazy
But that's why I love you baby"
And the day you stop fighting
That's the day you turn crazy
I could never pay you back but
I'ma start with a Mercedes
When I blow up I'mma get
You everything you wanted now
It'll never be the same
Riding through H-town
Got a chevy full of gas
Roll the windows down
Hope I find some peace of mind
'fore the sun goes down

And there were times that I
Didn't want to live but thank God I'm alive
And to them times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
For all the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
And to the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive