Andi - Relapse lyrics

I can't keep falling for these
Boys that never want me
They never want me
I can't keep hurting myself when
I hate my body
It's not good for me

My pillowcase's all I have left
Smell of your honesty stuck on my breath
Who would've thought a lie would
Be best for us?

The only choice I have to make next
Is how to continue
When you up & left
Hurts a lot more
Coming from someone you trust

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Addicted to the things that hurt me so bad
I always want whatever I can't have
When did I turn so blue, blue, blue?

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They told me not to try the things
I'd go mad
Like boys & poison found on the internet
Why'd I have to fall for you, you, you?

How do I keep finding the
Ones that just walk away
They all walk away
How does the world go 'round when
I'm stuck in the same place
Stuck in the same place

It doesn't sting when they bring it up
I think that maybe I've become numb
What does a girl do when the one she loves

Can't seem to get it together enough
For her to become the only one
He ever wants to touch

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Addicted to the ones that hurt me so bad
I always want whatever I can't have
When did I turn so blue, blue, blue?

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They told me not to try the things
I'd go mad
Like boys & poison found on the internet
Why'd I have to fall for you, you, you?

You don't have to come around again
Say the two words you never said
I'll melt away and find someone new to
Fill all the space you left in me

Smoke in my lungs, it's hard to breathe
You just fall back and are new

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You hurt me so bad
Someone, I can't have
You made me blue, blue, blue

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Addicted to the things that hurt me so bad
I always want whatever I can't have
When did I turn so blue, blue, blue?

Relapse
They told me not to try the things
I'd go mad
Like boys & poison found on the internet

Why'd you make me fall for you, you, you?