Andy Mineo, Co Campbell - Still Bleeding lyrics

How to begin, can I be honest?
It took a while just to write this
Well here it is
I needed courage just to grab the pen
Same weapon you affected me with
I used to recite this
That's my word, it's so ironic
How these phonics are made of
Frequency waves that can stir
Oceans of emotions and invoke them old things
I need composure just to compose them
Digging up memories I tried to bury
Unlocking tombs that I bolted
And I don't know if you'll ever hear me
But, I got salt in my wounds
From the tears that resulted
Every hurt shows we're mortal
And every scar has a story
Every story has a moral
Every memory's a portal to the past pain
And most of the time is caused
By somebody with your last name

Like a car running into a brick wall
Is how your words crashed into my heart
What was so minor to you was so major to me
And all I wait for is words like "sorry"
"forgive me" i'm still bleeding

The same tongue that you used
To say you love me
Was being shoved in somebody else's mouth
Don't you touch me, I'm disgusted
You should've just told me that you lust me
Trust fell out from underneath me
And the walls from the house we built
Fell down and they crushed me
Walking on stilts, losing my balance
Your words are so filthy
You don't even know the damage
God used words to create this planet
So be careful with 'em
It isn't even really what you said
It's what you didn't
I left text and voice mails
You acting like you missed them
I got confirmation they delivered
You spoke silence
You just go and stay quiet
Like I ain't existing
Well, look at how things shifted at first you
Blew kisses now you want some more slickness
And I ain't even got it
Inside me to give forgiveness
I gotta find it at the place
Where he said it's finished
Yeah, you tried to kill me with your words
But now I use words to make a living
With the DJ on how the tables turn
So I'mma use mine to point
People to the savior
The one who speak life to the
Dead and they wake up
Stick and stones may break some bones
And some words scar forever
Your heart forever
Make it hard to get up, hurt people
Hurt people see you
Were just bleeding and you wanted
Me to bleed too