Anxious - Let Me lyrics

Don't cry, I'm here now
I want to help just say how
Long until I can finally breathe
A breath of fresh air
That's free of fear that's free of care
And of the pain that this home brings

And I'll break at the words you scream
Helping you kills a piece of me
It's too hard to watch this fall all so clearly
So you won't say a word
Suffering only overheard

Grasping at memories
To try and hold to see it
Exactly where everything went wrong
But time fades these things
You and him both see it differently
It's hard to say where you both belong

And I'll break at the words you scream
Helping you kills a piece of me
It's too hard to watch this fall all so clearly
So you won't say a word
Suffering only overheard
Through stories told behind walls

Don't blame yourself or hate for this
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It's just too much stress
It's easier to separate, disengage, just pull myself from everyone

How long until you let me
How long until you let me
How long until you let me, let me