Apex Frazier - how i feel lyrics

I remember when the streams would impress me
I remember when the strings just depressed me
If I'm actin kind of strange
Hell a long week
Had homies turn they back now they want beef
No beef vegan raps
Vegan wraps i've been cheating
Do the math, Do the math
Half these fans gon' leave when
You tell 'em that
I got options, quarterback
Need my recorder back
She said she still got my hoodiе, mm
Baby you gon' be needing that
She said she still pronе to worry, mm
Baby God gon' take care of that
We used to love on a need to know
Till we used our love like a needle tho
And we fell from the grace like the Eden folk
I was blind now I see like 3P0
I was blind now I see like Stevie don't
I was stoned for belief like Stephen tho
I was stoned for relief like Mikey bro
Not a product of the trap but the trap beats
Oh shawty from the north side
She can get intense
Balling from the court side, 15 off the bench
I got fans on both sides, feelin' Ja Morant
We don't mess with mob ties
We just pray again pray again
Pray again it's the only freaking way
You gon' make it in this world
Where the evildoers stay
Where the laws don't protect
And the families in debt
And the social worker visit's
Leave a key at the step you a key outta step
I'm a big stepper brother
You a beast on the net
I'm essentially a butler
Jimmy always been a safety
Wheelchair buckets run it back, run it back
Nah go head and tuck it
Now don't go Chris Tucker
Just sayin how I'm living
Somewhere in between like a Norway prison
Ima go head and get it
I was born for the mission
Send me, I go, like a bad Thanksgiving
I remember higher living and
Remember losing everything
Member sour pudding in the fridge
On the wedding day then we found another way
Then we cut another cake
Then I got another shot and bricked
Like I'm 0 for 8 dang
I cannot elaborate
I cannot tell you how I'm feeling
I was born this way i was born to praise
I was born to pray
Must've been born to forget
I forgot a lot of things that's my vendetta
Live laugh love more than my predecessor
Linked up with a small group
Full of trend setters
Trail Blazers in my eyes like
It's PG Lillard mm easy
I'm on 6
Building and building, it's brick by brick
Couple corny cats in the industry
Turns out all they do is cap in they ministry
Trust no hero there is none righteous
Pained as I write this pain on my right hip
Playing with the hype hit's
Paying for the right fit
Same pants for 5 years self made right here
God made a nightmare for demons to all fear
I might go off here i might be top tier
But when the horn blows I'm
Tryna be right there
When the horn blows I'm
Tryna see you upstairs
I', tryna be right here
I'm tryna see you upstairs
I'm tryna see you

Aw man that's on Hoodie Raps boy
That's on CHH man
I'm sick of y'all acting like
Just because we're saved
We can't spit or whatever
Crazy y'all sound arrogant man
That's just how I feel though