Lil Ret, Arizfa Chlea - Through The Hour Glass lyrics

I put my life on a hour glass
We were so young hearing faded laughs
Who gave me friends just to take it back
Take it back, take it back

I’m sorry I’m stuck in my living
Feelin like I should have never existed
Casualties counting but one is a victim
Of surviving
Cuz I just, run far away, run till your safe
Run as you pray that you
Get to live another day
Run far away, school ends today
I wish it was yesterday and
That’s just the times today

Hop on the game, can you play me back
(but your not here)
Tryna survive from the gun attacks
Back in real life it was real at that
Take it back, take it back

No one from school gets to live with me
(yolo) i’ve been depressed with an entity
(the devil)
Fighting for life but it’s killing me (oh)
Let me breathe, let me be

Going to school knowing
I won’t be here for much long
Cuz I’m trapped by the poverty
School was a place you can fuck in dream
At least got one teacher that cares for me

Parents be lethal
I can’t get love from my house, That be evil
No, I go to school to make friends on my own
Momma and daddy treat me like I’m grown

Take you and shake you got
Friends that’ll rape you
Got bad influence round your
Life tryna shape you
So you go to school as a leverage of power
Just so you’ll be safe so
You wait by the hour

Got teachers on the intercom
Screaming code red it’s a lockdown
Somebody in the class had a gun out
Somebody in the other class had a gun now
Somebody by the door shooting
The kids tryna run out

They breaking in doors tryna
Kill all your friends
They was your family but you just forget
You scared to death
Your heart out your chest
You jump out the window but
Ain’t save a breath

The cops is here, the job is near
They tryna get everyone out they in fear
Your worlds spinning round and
It’s out of control
You hear that the building is bout to explode

(Ohh) i put my life on a hour glass (Ohh)
We were so young with a faded laugh (Ohh)
Who gave me friends just to take it back
(Ohh) take it back take it back (Ohh)
(Take, it back)

(Ohh) i put my life on a hour glass (Ohh)
We were so young with a faded laugh (Ohh)
Who gave me friends just to take it back
(Ohh) take it back take it back (Ohh)
(Take it back)

Heart isn’t cold just empty
I starve with nothing left to eat
And my smile will not prove me
Guilty guilty guilty

I just run away wake me up
Wake me up wake me up

You sent your kid to school
To come back empty handed
You never wanna life to live
That’s full of damage
You never thought of different possibilities
Take it back