Autumn Kings - Terrified lyrics

I‘m fucking terrified

I see the sunshine shining
Like a spit to the face
I‘m hearing hell‘s bells ringing
And I think it‘s for me it‘s almost like
I‘m blind to the light

I‘m seeing people all around me
Poppin‘ pills for the pain
Don‘t wanna try it but I might
Cause, I need an escape i‘m feeling like
There‘s nowhere to hide

Lying shaking
Bones are breaking facing the mirror
It‘s too much, can‘t take it cause

I‘m scared to look into my eyes
Cause, I‘m afraid of what‘s inside
And it feels like
I‘ve been pulled into the riptide
Going undеr
Don‘t try to tell me it‘s alright
I‘m fucking terrifiеd

I tried to find a prescription
For the ditches I’ve dug
I realize my condition
Can’t be fixed with a drug i’m out of time
Kiss me goodbye

Body pacing
Contemplating facing the mirror but
I just might break it cause

I‘m scared to look into my eyes
Cause, I‘m afraid of what‘s inside
And it feels like
I‘ve been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don‘t try to tell me it‘s alright
I‘m fucking terrified

I’m so fucking terrified

I‘m scared to look into my eyes
Cause, I‘m afraid of what‘s inside
And it feels like
I‘ve been pulled into the riptide
Going under don‘t try to tell me I’m alright
I‘m fucking terrified

Terrified don’t try to tell me I’m alright
I’m so fucking terrified