B-Free - Obituary Thoughts lyrics

When the ones you wanna run
To got they arms crossed
Its so easy to justify you falling off
Truth be told though i know
That I'm better off
The pies all mine never see me cutting pieces
They all turn they back still want
Some of what ya eating
Dismiss me now you take your
Support and keep it
Cuz those next text you send
Imma just delete it
Won't even read it frienemies is never needed
Niggas wanna see me fail nothing
Make em more content
So im steady putting in work
Never riding on the bench
Blessed with this curse my vision
It was heaven sent
Hell bent on proving my critics wrong
Writing every day not thinking of living long
Put my heart into the notepad
Soul into a song
And ain't nothin gon oulast this
Cuz real is immortal this as real as it get
Uphill life battle every day getting harder
My phone always dead subconsciously
Forget the charger
So many crosses i bear I'm a living martyr
I had to calm down and start moving smarter
Cuz in my mind i still
See visions of our father
Sometimes i sit and wonder if my time passed
Cua the more im here the more i just go bad
My mind wanders off mentally a nomad
From the outside looking in yea
It ain't so bad my hope is just a trap and
Wish is just a tomb
So i scribble all my thoughts and
Get high as the moon
Curing this curse that i was
Given since the womb
See me cheesing a fake smiles an open wound
It could be your mans masked up and he a goon
In the crib wit ya kids
Homies pointing out ya room
So i stay on my solo dolo
On the tracks theyll birng back fuck a YOLO
You only live once thats true but not quite
Make legendary status they can't take yo life
Physical form the body is just a vessel
I put my everything between the
Bass and the treble
Don't accept the norms live life as a rebel
Cuz one day the tangible will fade away
You destined to be apart of the cemetery
So i just touch the beats
As a living obituary
One day what they gon say when you fade away
What they gon say what they gon say