Benedixhion - funeral lyrics

I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die
So, I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die

I've been poppin' oxy mix it with the xanax
I feel like I'm nothing
Can't afford to panic
Shawty tell me how you really feel
Is this even fucking real? I don't know
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I might be delusional
I've been poppin' laced pills
Hope you're there at my funeral i'm lost
I don't know what to do, I'm so fucked
Oh, my God you were my glue i needed you

I'm so stupid i'm so fucking clueless
Living life was a mistake
Everyday I fucking waste, I hate it
I'm always so sedated i'm so toxic
I got everything I wanted but I
Lost it! aaaagghhh!

I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die
So, I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die

I've been poppin' oxy mix it with the xanax
I feel like I'm nothing
Can't afford to panic
Shawty tell me how you really feel
Is this even fucking real? I don't know
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I might be delusional
I've been poppin' laced pills
Hope you're there at my funeral