Benjah, Kareem Manuel - Rain Down lyrics

Everybody’s talking about me and they say
That I’m not really real they sayin’ myth
They sayin’ god but they don’t
Know these bones need healed
I’m so glad that you’re not human and
You always look deep into my soul
Your love is not dependent on my actions
Cuz you’re always there to hold
Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me
Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me

Can it be that I’m forgiven when
I see the way I’m living
I’m striving to pay the penance
But steady missing the mark
They calling me a Christian but
Falling is like tradition
I’m starting but couldn’t finish
It's feeling like
It’s the rhythm of my heart
The father has sent me fishing for
All of his missing children
But, if they had a vision of
What I did in the dark
They probably wouldn’t listen would
Take knowledge over wisdom
And holla there really isn’t a
Difference with the walk
But, I know that it isn’t true
The problem it isn’t you
I’m feeling miserable because it's
Me that is flawed
I’m feeling unworthy and walking
Short of your glory
And father I’m worried about bringing
A reproach to the cross
Striving to worship but father I
Am not perfect and yet
I know that it's got to be
Some hope for the lost
But, if it's dependent on any
Strength and what I’m lifting
Then I know there isn’t really
Hope and all is loss
But what a joy it would be
To know that I’m forgiven
And the new grace that I’m given
It could never be gone
I’m walking with repentance on my
Way to the mission
And all of my sinning you say that you
Don’t bring to your remembrance
You forget them
Make me new I’m changed and when
I mess up I feel shame
Like my father Adam I just want to get away
I made a conscious to no longer pray
I wonder how in the world
Could you love me again
I’m hearing through repetition I’m
Guessing I couldn’t listen
Because one interaction with you I’d
Never be the same
I’m praying you listening when
I sing amazing grace
I’m lifting up my hands I’m
Trying to give him thanks
Through I fall doing all that I
Can to give him praise
Lord I would I give all I am to hear you say
Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me

I want to reach the goal, losing the tempo
I’m beat
Your heart keeps being so instrumental
Dark speech, I grew up in dark streets
Look through the window
See the parts of me that’s hard to
Reach and full of sin though
You’re like my sensei
But I can’t face your grace
Knowing I chased disgrace
And what my friends say
But the sun just keeps shining, I was dumb
Thought if I could shun
Evil and keep climbing
You would become proud of me and be smiling
Drowning in your love
But I’m trying to become an island
Check the forecast, yep, sky’s gray
It’s a shame, it looks like rain
Is what I’d say
Clouds overhead, thunder keeps cracking
Lightning keeps flashing, bad keeps happening
Now I’m standing in the rain
Wanting to get wetter
Knowing the more you gon pour
It’s gon be better
The Good Shepherd who taught me
How to love this weather
Your rain got me waiting until forever
When you will

Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me
Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me