Benjamin Tod - Dark Before The Dawn lyrics

I'm thinking tonight of my entire
Life as a whole
Oh and what it might mean if
I ever get back in control
Alone and forsaken by everyone
I've ever known
Hell I even abandoned myself some years ago
And I'm hardly holding on
In the dark before the dawn

Oh I'm living clean oh I'm
Getting redeemed on this land
But it ain't what you think it's the
Toil of a much braver man
Lately I weep at the
Strangest things we understand
Oh like every new line that's defined
On the back of my hand
And I'm hardly holding on
In the dark before the dawn

Don't call it religion when
I seek salvation inside
Oh it's just surrendering all of
Yourself to this life
And man it gets lonely seeing
The spite in their eyes
Before they walk away being
Blinded any old light
And I'm hardly holding on
In the dark before the dawn

I'm thinking tonight of my entire
Life as a whole
Oh and what it might mean if
I ever get back in control