Tilian Pearson, Bilmuri - THEMURIWITHHUMANHAIR lyrics

Can I hold it? Broken under the weight
Did you make me just to hurt me?
Drain the blood from my body
Why am I here if all I feel is pain
When the good feels so fragile
Like it's fighting to stay?

Are you trying to hurt me 'cause
It feels like I can't escape?
Don't see an explanation
It just looks like you're gonna leave
'Cause I'm dying to know
That I'm not alone
And I'm dying to see if you're gonna go
Are you trying to hurt me or
Can you take the pain take the pain away?

Calm is when I tell myself the ocean's dry
Feeling good is when I numb
The boiling blood inside
And I can call a hundred thousand times
But your doubts won't fade away
And all the pictures hanging on your walls
Have a story that you can't make
(You can't make it all up, baby)

Are you trying to hurt me 'cause
It feels like I can't escape?
Don't see an explanation
It just looks like you're gonna leave
'Cause I'm dying to know
That I'm not alone
And I'm dying to see if you're gonna go
Are you trying to hurt me or
Can you take the pain take the pain away?

Oh oh i need to feel alive
I need to feel alive roh!