Black Birdie - ​check up lyrics

Come up to me, bombard me with questions
Encounters, more endless interventions
Are you okay, are you okay?
Do you wanna play? I'm betting that you all
Have good intentions
But leave me alone is not a suggestion
So,  go away, go,  go away before I say

Something that drives you away from me
Something that leaves you running in screams
Something that shows you I’m vile
And I’ve become the monster i don’t wanna be

You are not my doctor, you are not my nurse
To me, you’re just a stalkеr to me
You’re such a curse
To mе, you’re just a needle without a thread
And if you push me I’ll end up dead
I’m begging you please, please, please
Don’t check up on me

I tell you to leave, to leave me alone
‘Cause I’m fine carrying all my
Shit on my own but you insist to stay
Why the fuck do you stay anyway?

Something that drives you away from me
Something that leaves you running in screams
Something that shows you I’m vile
And I’ve become the monster i don’t wanna be

You are not my doctor, you are not my nurse
To me, you’re just a stalker to me
You’re such a curse
To me, you’re just a needle without a thread
And if you push me I’ll end up dead
I’m begging you please, please, please
Don’t check up on me

‘Cuz I’m fine, I’m so damn fine
(No, you’re not)
So don’t ask how I am because
It’s a waste of time
(You sure, ‘cuz I don’t see a clock)
I’m so intimidating
(To yourself, you’re deprecating)
Is my ego too inflated?
(Are you sure it's not deflating?)
What’s the price for this, tried for this
Said we're fine, we lied for this
Drugs and all, Vicodin
Full of darkness, full of sin
Where's the time gone, where did me go?
Stuck in limbo, no amigos
Someone, save our soul

Help, I need a doctor help, I need a nurse
Don’t wanna be my mother and
My father’s so much worse
I just wanted to be normal
But I would rather be here than incorporeal
I’m begging you, please come check up on me

I’m begging you, please come check up on me
I just need some niceties
To say bye to my anxieties
I’m begging you, please come check up on me
I just need some niceties
To reap the seeds they’ve sown in me
Come check up on me (yeah, yeah yeah)