Black Birdie - ​fine (alone for a while) lyrics

Used and abused through the years
I’m exhausted by how many tears
I’ve let go of you’re lettin’ your true
Colors reveal themselves
Never thought I’d end up deteriorating
Love is a phobia fear
That keeps me up at night
So hard to let go of
But pleasure’s a drug that can take it away
My life’s in need of some reevaluating

It’s a kind of heaviness, kind of emptiness
That takes me to different places
More dark and bleakеr than before
What I say is true i’ll nеver love you

‘Cause I’m worth more than any dumb boy
Not to be played like a toy
I’m special and I’m not for sale
Not made for the purpose of bringing you joy
I’m worth more than all of the boys
I’m not to be played like a toy
I’m not your enjoyment, fulfilment
What brings you to smile
Don’t care if I’m alone for a while

I’ll be gone as long as I want to
(Long as I want to)
Until I make myself known to the world
Will that stop you?
From pursuing me endlessly
You are nothing to me

It’s a kind of heaviness, kind of emptiness
(Heaviness, emptiness)
That takes me to different places
More dark and bleaker than before
(Different places, bleaker than before)
Just like I said (Just like I said)
I’ll never love again (Love again)

‘Cause I’m worth more than any dumb boy
(Dumb boy) not to be played like a toy (Toy)
I’m special and I’m not for sale (For sale)
Not made for the purpose of bringing you joy
I’m worth more than all of the boys
(All of the boys)
I’m not to be played like a toy (Toy)
I’m not your enjoyment, fulfilment
What brings you to smile (Smile)
Don’t care if I’m alone for a while
(For a while)

I’m fine, fine just leave me alone (Ah ah)
Oh, I’m fine (Ah) i’m fine on my o-o-own

‘Cause I’m worth more than any dumb boy
Not to be played like a toy
I’m not special but I’m not for sale
Not made for the purpose of bringing you joy
(Bringing you joy)
I’m worth more than all of the boys
(Oh oh, oh oh)
I’m not to be played, not a toy (Ah ah, ah)
I’m not your enjoyment, fulfilment
What brings you to smile
Don’t care if I’m alone for a while

Even if I walk a mile i’ll be fine
‘Cause I (IIIII)
Don’t care if I’m alone for a while
(For a while, Giggle)