Bloodshot - Wash Me Away lyrics

I used to love this bitch once
Didn't get to fuck
Now I wanna take her back and
Stab her in the guts
Look at me, a pitiful man
Look at me? to my hands
Ammo and guns, put up on my floor
What is it for, will it be another war?
Will I ever wake up without this frown?
Will I get respect in the future
Future sound gather around and listen up
Put your cups down
And smoke that fuckin blunt
Get real high 'Cause it's gonna be a trip
Welcome to my mind where the blood drips
Why oh why must I be this way?
Why must I be this way?!
Everyday you try to wash me away
You try to wash me away!
If I do what I came here to do
What I came here to do!
The ground shall rise and open up too
And open up tooooo!

Why you tryna wash me away?
Am I not good enough?
Went outside today, ended up in handcuffs
Just wanna get a little fucked up right
Cops slammed me down for one little fight
To get back out, you gotta have the paper
My homies paid the bail?
I ain't trippin', I ain't tryin' to stress
But my world's comin' down
With every little breath
It's like a noose, scrapin' my neck
It's like takin' ten shots
In my fuckin' chest
Ressurrected is what I be
Even when i'm dead, you won't think of me
I cry why oh why
Why oh why must I be this way?
Why must I be this way?!
Everyday you try to wash me away
You try to wash me away!
If I do what I came here to do
What I came here to do!
The ground shall rise and open up too
And open up tooooo!

I used to think about being dead
I used to stick the barrell
Right next to my head
I never pulled the trigger though, I can't go
Dreams of being bigger, rollin' in the dough
I don't see it happening anytime soon
So the gun claps and will end my dreadful?
Put me in a room, fill it up with drugs
Slap on the jacket and fill me up with slugs
I ain't goin' out there
There's no fuckin' chance
I'll be on the clouds and the rain will?
Hell and tripple six fills my lifespan
Givin' me energy of a fierce man
Fuck your promise land
I don't need a helping hand

Why oh why must I be this way?
Why must I be this way?!
Everyday you try to wash me away
You try to wash me away!
If I do what I came here to do
What I came here to do!
The ground shall rise and open up too
And open up tooooo!