Blue October - Black Orchid lyrics

Have you ever been so lonely
There's no one there to hold?
Just pull me in or disown me
And then climb inside my arms are open wide
Have a look inside

It is not that I am scared to learn
Just why I'm empty inside
Just hold my hand or show some concern
If I live or die my eyes are open wide
Help me look inside
I hear the water drip from the faucet
It's sweetly falling in tune, oh no
I'm gently closing the closet
And I fall to the floor and crawl to my room
The thought of ending it soon
Just let me sleep in my room

Hear me cry, cry, cry
Oh, I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in i try to look at you
But, I can't stop shaking
Leave me alone, just go away
Mother, I'm so scared i'm so scared

Empty bed but all of my sheets are gone
They're wrapped around me and you
All is quiet but the drop of my gun
'Cause, I, I want to belong to someone
But maybe life's not for everyone