Blue October - Fear lyrics

All my life been running from a pain in me
A feeling I don't understand holding me down
Rain on me, underwater
All I am, getting harder
A heavy weight, I carry around

Today i don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage consume me
My shadows see through me, 'cause

Fear in it'self
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself, and you will walk
Fear in it'self
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
I used to fall, now I get back up

I'm up here
I'm looking at the way down there
I'm staring through the I don't care
It's staring back at me the beauty is
I'm learning how to face my beast
Starting now to find some peace
Set myself free

Today i don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage consume me
My shadows see through me, 'cause

Fear in it'self
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself, and you will walk
Fear in it'self
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
I used to fall, now I get back up

I'm moving on oh God, just move on

Today i don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid get back up
Get up

Fear, fear in it'self will use you up
And break you down just
Like you're never enough
Yeah, I used to fall

Breathe ask for more
If you're bitter still
Ask him to help you carry on