Blue October - My Never lyrics

Will you think of me, in time?
It's never my luck, so never mind
I wanna say your name
But the pain starts again
It's never my luck, so never mind

And I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
Like a somersault that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her Heaven

Will you wait for me, in time?
It's never my luck, so never mind
And yeah, I've lost a lot of what I
Don't expect to ever return
I tend to push 'em 'til the pushing's
Turned from hurting to burn
I always take them to that place
I thought they'd wanted to go
Then end up dancing 'round
This clown commands applause at his show

I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
A somersault and that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her Heaven her Heaven
Heaven, I want Heaven

And I could only dream of you and sleep
But, I'd never see sunlight again
I can try to be with you
But somehow, I'll end up just losing a friend
I can only reach for you, relate to you
I'm losing my friend
Where did she go? (Where?)

I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
Like a somersault that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her Heaven

Stood outside her Heaven
Let me in your Heaven
Oh, I wanna live inside your Heaven