Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown lyrics
[Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown lyrics]
Learning to love life by living
Through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned, then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of
Face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art
Of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination, if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers
And letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm just to feel better
Through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned, then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of
Face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art
Of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination, if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers
And letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm just to feel better