Blue October - Somebody lyrics

So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go
I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
The one I knew of years ago
And now I'm twisted
I'm twisted from the waist and spun around
Promised only sky, but given ground
I realized the makeup is for a clown
The clown I knew of months ago

I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
And here we are now, yeah, face to face
And I'm fucking you

So you caught me
Wishing I were better than the rest
You hit me and left bruises on my chest
And when I wouldn't cheat
I spit upon your test
The test I tore up weeks ago
And now my fist is
My fist is for your face to cock the jaw
When I begin to rise, you start to fall
Now you know how it feels to drop the ball
The ball I threw back days ago

I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
And now here we are, yeah, face to face
And I'm fucking you

So I'll just stand right here for now
I should have won, but how?
I break a smartass grin
Who let the loser win?
Let's break a smartass grin
Let's let the losers win!

I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
And now here we are, yeah, face to face
And I'm fucking you