Blue October - The Worry List lyrics

I'm tired, twisted, barely breathing
Buried in the dark a could've been
Don't be concerned
That's just the power of a breaking heart
How good am I hiding it?
Look, I've got some bad intentions
Guilty as fucking charged
Still standing stable, more than able
'cause I know who you are
I know the birthdays, anniversaries
All the first days I missed
I regret them all, but, but now I know this

I know that God exists, I held her in my arms
I never knew I was able
To ever feel this strong
Take me off your worry list
It'll be better that way
I'm really fine, and Mar
There's nothing we haven't talked about
So take me off your worry list
I said "throw it away"
Yeah, this is what my life is about
I might've been gone, but I never walked out
I've taken a thousand red eyes to
Change your point of view
Of what kind of man would
Take the trust you break
And still follow through
'Cause, I'm standing right here and
You may not show up
Our same gate 14 where honestly
I'm just sick of calling your bluff
And it's just embarrassing that
I nearly threw up
While I'm trying hard to change the
Things I always screw up
And at the top of my list
This visitation is no relationship
But, I've got to make the best of it
'cause I know

I know that God exists, I held her in my arms
I never knew I was able
To ever feel this strong
Take me off your worry list
It'll be better that way
And I'm doing fine and I
Got plenty of friends around
Take me off your worry list
Just throw it away
Well, it's time to stand up on my own for her
'Cause, I'm packing it up
And I'm coming today

I couldn't wait to finally pick my family up
Everything is quiet and covered in snow
There's something wrong here
Nobody's at home oh, no, no, no, no, no
Now, I'm back in the driver's seat
Heading back home
Yeah, back to Texas on my own

Take me off your worry list
It'll be better that way
And I'm doing fine and I
Got plenty of friends around
Take me off your worry list
Just throw it away
It's time to stand up on my own for her
I'm packing it up and I'm coming today
This is what my story's about
I might have been gone
But I never walked out
I'm packing it up and I'm coming today

This is what your story's about
My pretty little girl, can you figure it out?
If it helps to know, so there is no doubt
Just listen to the stories
Not everything is glorious
Some hurt, some love, some shout
I fought the world and I lost that bout
And you are what my album's about
I might've been gone, but I never walked out