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Where the love at? I don’t feel none
Stay by my lonely like I’m on the run
I learned a lot very fast I was young
Worst thing you could do is
Think that I’m dumb
I cried inside feeling all my hurt
Looking for loyalty I’m tryin’ search
They always ask me why you antisocial?
I don’t talk I put my pain in a verse

Been through a lot I don’t even speak ‘bout
Lot of things people don’t ask me ‘bout
I’m tryin’ find a way I gotta seek out
Seen everybody change I went my own route
Whether you stay or leave it’s whatever
I think my heart damaged for the better
‘Cause if it wasn’t I wouldn’t evеn notice
These diffеrences feelings and
Different emotions
I don’t even be wit’ my men like I use to
‘Cause I think some of them got it out for me
Why things can’t go back like how it use to?
When it was all winners that surrounded me
Some took my kindness for weakness
I was showing love and got snaked
That’s why I don’t got secrets
So they can’t throw it in my face
Sometimes I wonder ‘bout some
Of these females
They’ll do u dirty and won’t leave no details
She ain’t gotta number you call her email
Don’t even answer that’s how
You know she welled
They so cold hearted tell so many lies
But when you leave she got the nerve to cry
Like damn how u do me like that? When
I put my pride to da side
Babygirl don’t tell me you got feelings if
You gotta man from the start
‘Cause the only thing I’ll be feeling is
That you playing wit’ my heart
If you wanna smash u should’ve just said it
Baby I’ll bless the kitty like a reverend
U got me confused so now I’m just guessing
Left me wit’ so many unanswered questions

Where the love at? I don’t feel none
Stay by my lonely like I’m on the run
I learned a lot very fast I was young
Worst thing you could do is
Think that I’m dumb
I cried inside feeling all my hurt
Looking for loyalty I’m tryin’ search
They always ask me why you antisocial?
I don’t talk I put my pain in a verse

I cried inside feeling all my hurt
Let me explain that verse
It’s not a verse it’s just one line
Can’t you see that I’m hurt through my eyes
Sometimes I’m sad but I never cry
That’s why I feel like I cry inside
I feel a lot of pain in my heart
But tears barely drop down my eyes
I grew up hard had to thug it out
Don’t show emotions had to cut it out
I wonder why everyone want clout
I thought getting money was what it was ‘bout
Win, lose or draw never back down
Stand on my own ten on the ground
I had my first fights in apartments then
I took it on the playground
Stay on alert I can’t even sleep
Don’t think I ain’t notice I already peeped
Shawty said I got too much enemies
The demons I’m fighting only made her leave
I don’t think alcohol could heal my pain
Especially ‘cause the pain cut deep
Feel like everybody want me dead but I bar
It’ll be you before it be me

Where the love at? I don’t feel none
Stay by my lonely like I’m on the run
I learned a lot very fast I was young
Worst thing you could do is
Think that I’m dumb
I cried inside feeling all my hurt
Looking for loyalty I’m tryin’ search
They always ask me why you antisocial?
I don’t talk I put my pain in a verse