Bone Thugs, Joelle James - Good Person lyrics

Am I a good person?
Or is that something I'm telling
Myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting
Go of my crippled mind

Just sittin' back thinkin' while
Up, Hennessy is drinking
Done a whole lot of livin'
I done seen many schemes
Chased plenty dreams
I had done a whole lot of sinnin'
It really make me wonder how I don't go under
Tryna stay alive and survive
Through this thunder storm
But what did I do, what did I do wrong?
Am I a bad man
Cause, I tried to get the things I never had
Man was dealt the bad hand
But, I maintain my life and changed my life
Even with these cards, I play the game right
Could you please
Shine one of your blessings down on me?
My life is a mess
Many levels of stress and I
Really could use one now

Am I a good person?
Or is that something I'm telling
Myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting
Go of my crippled mind

I was raised in the wrong way
Kidnapped, lost in the hallway
Po-Po looking for me
Have my picture on the wall
They make me think it's all about struggling
Never nothing but the vision of a tall grave
All day let their brain saute, I can sit
In the pit but the niggas called me
Let me get with the clique that'll flaunt me
Now they gone and I got the demon on me
Can't relax, just a passion of this can
Resign with my girl my niggas are gonna dip
It's back to the whip
And that'll be the shit that make
A motherfucker call a mother- (M-m-m-m)
Gotta be what I been through
But, I wonder why
I probably want it to the end too
So I talk to myself, I'm learning
Am I a good person that's in tune

Am I a good person?
Or is that something I'm telling
Myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting
Go of my crippled mind

See myself in the mirror
But it didn't get clear am I still me?
Am I still here?

I'm not so there, yeah ain't goin' anywhere
I don't really care

Am I a good person?
Or is that something I'm telling
Myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting
Go of my crippled mind