Boosie Badazz - Smile To Keep From Crying lyrics

From the heart, Boosie Badazz
I cry and i sit by the fan
Sometimes I smile to keep from crying
They don’t know what we go through

You might think I’m happy all the time
‘cause you see smiles on my face
And my followers over 500K
But, I been going through
Some problems today
Hoping for better like big momma would say
But haters come for me, magazines
They run and they lie about
The things that I say
It’s hard to keep a peace and
Smile even with bitches I date
Why do you hate and come for
Me, you want my problems, ho?
He raised wrong, damn woman
Won’t be my momma, ho
I hope for change, I’m trying though
Just lost my thug, ripped him apart
Yeah they sprayed my man
I cry, and I sit by the fan
Somebody gon’ die today man
I’m looking for unity
I’m tryna make a better way for you and me
But people ain’t true to me, and honestly
I feel like they’re using me

They don’t know what we go through, bruh
Sometimes I smile to keep from crying
Sometimes I leave to keep
From lying or spazzing
You want to be me, you couldn’t imagine
Tryna smile to keep from crying

Sometimes, I need me a friend
I have no one to call
I need me somebody who listens
Maybe I need me a dog
I wake up, I look in the mirror
I put on my clothes and I leave
If my life is beautiful, please, tell
Me why I need the trees, i’m going through
This world is so cold, it’s
Crazy, these cops are killers, they racist
If he was alive, he’ll be saying, "officer
Why didn’t you tase me?"
I’m on parole, one feet up in jail
One feet out the door
Lost three aunties in just one
Year, this ain’t the rain, this is the snow
Thought she was real, mama was right
Guess she a ho like that
‘Cause, I went to the pen, she ain’t even
Write back, no love for a nigga
Play a nigga like that
The cameras, they flash at the club
The haters they
See me and mug, They hate ‘cause I blew
What the fuck? I feel like I’m India Love

They don’t know what we go through, bruh
Sometimes I smile to keep from crying
Sometimes I leave to keep
From lying or spazzing
You want to be me, you couldn’t imagine
Tryna smile to keep from crying

I cry, I sit by the fan
I miss my granny and daddy
Want to be me, you couldn’t imagine
Tryna smile to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan