Boosie Badazz - Window of My Eyes lyrics

Last night I heard the rain on my windowpane
All I could think about was all the time
My mama Connie begged me to change
But, I ain't listen, and no this ain't living
Tryna kiss your kids through
A fucking glass window, no contact
Feedin' me through the tray hatch
Even took the telephone
Tryna holla at my kids, baby mama never home
Serg and his boys got a
Problem cause I'm Boosie
Surrounded by rats so they can tell on me
Cruel shit same with the news shit
Paint a bad picture of me
With that picture in my head, was scared
I was go never touch
Living like the rest of us, Angola lifers
Working in the field
Man over ya with a rifle
Letters get shorter, face get greyer
People ain't got no paper
We might die in this bitch
This ain't living
I wouldn't wish this shit on my worst enemy
Feel like the whole world envy me
Know I'm talking 'bout
Co-defendant flipped on me
Glad he done flipped back
Nigga was like my real son
Killed me when he did that
Look in his eyes and look in mine
I be like "God damn"
They tryna stop a nigga shine
I think it's time I (I think it's time I)

Open up the window of my eyes, my eyes
My eyes i think it's time I open up the
Window of my eyes, my eyes, my eyes
I think it's time I open up the
Window of my eyes, my eyes, my eyes
I think it's time I open up the
Window of my eyes, my eyes, my eyes

I sit in the dark
It's so quiet I hear my heart beating
Two times faster than it did
'fore I was captured
I'm dreaming that I was free
I wake up like "God damn"
Sometimes I stare in the mirror and
Don't know who I am
I feel like Job in the Bible
Why is what I scream
My eyes don't even clear with drops of Visine
I'm mad for being Boosie, so sad my eyes hurt
Only way the sun shine
I get out the rain first
On the phone, son crying
And I wanna wipe his tears
Change his diapers, clean his ears
Now you deep off in my eyes
I try to let it go but I got hatred up inside
Shit moving in slow mo' like
The Matrix in my eyes no sleep
No rest so I'm feeling like I ain't blessed
It's true I got more than most but
I'm caged up like the rest
The devil's tryna defeat me
My closest friends deceive me
Question marks behind my freedom it
Got me barely eatin'
I wake up feeling delusional
Thoughts surface my brain
Visualizing my kids
Them thoughts turn into pain
My passion ain't what it was
My faith medium rare
People I thought loved me it
Seems like they don't care i'm stressing
Biting my nails in my cell in pain
Me and the thunderstorms in my
Eyes can't see the rain
I'm calling out to the man
Impatient I gotta wait
I know he come when he want but
I need him to come today
No one to kiss me and hug me
And tell me it gon' be okay
Plus the sickness that's attacking
My kidneys like everyday
I think it's time (I think it's time I)

Open up the window of my eyes, my eyes
My eyes i think it's time I open up the
Window of my eyes, my eyes, my eyes
I think it's time I open up the
Window of my eyes, my eyes, my eyes
I think it's time I open up the
Window of my eyes, my eyes, my eyes