BoyWithUke - Nightmare lyrics

I'm too emotional, I have to let you go
I haven't cleaned my room since
Last time you came home
And everyday that passes by
Makes it so much harder to enjoy my life
Though, it's part of growing older
I'm sleeping with the lights
Off, it's better, if I'm blind
So I can get you off my mind, 'cause

Every time I see you smile
I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well
I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes
I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night
I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

I'm too impulsive
I didn't mean to call again
I wasn't thinking straight last night at 3 AM
I've been having trouble tryna fall asleep
Melatonin by my side, but my will is weak
Keep notions that I'm fine so I don't need
Medicated remedies, fuck benzodiazepines

Every time I see you smile
I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well
I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes
I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night
I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

Why do I try? I don't know
Why I wanna fall in love
I wanna die, every time I see you popping up
Forget all the fights, remember
The nights we had, it's not enough
I wanna lie, pretend I'm alright, but

Every time I see you smile
I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well
I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes
I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night
I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
Every time I see you smile
I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well
I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes
I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night
I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care
I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare