BRAY, Shiloh Dynasty - REDRUM lyrics

Father forgive me for you know
That I am always sinning
Taking wishes partying with liquor
In my system
Excuse my language that’s a hangup on
How lately I’ve been feeling
I’m sorry I’ve been out of traction
I know that it’s been a privilege
Cause I’ve been

Broken thinkin’ ‘bout emotions
Always worried I’m not good enough
These notions chain myself up
Tie myself down never let myself out
I needa get outta this town can’t step up
All I do is mess up how can I be loyal when
Around me there is REDRUM
Stealing, lying, cheating, hurting
Thinkin ‘bout that sunday morning
Family was left torn and burning
Cause I’ve been watching the ground
Watching my life go down yeah I’m sick
Of lying to myself
"This could be over now just
Tell me how you feel"
"No, it doesn’t work like that this
Life is way too real" just leave me alone
Let me fight on my own
Most people just walk away, ya know?

Father forgive me for you know
That I am always sinning
Taking wishes partying with liquor
In my system
Excuse my language that’s a hangup on
How lately I’ve been feeling
I’m sorry I’ve been out of traction
I know that it’s been a privilege
Cause I’ve been

Fallin for this for too many years
Turnin to music for all of my fears
I wasted my years in search of adulthood
Now all that I need is less
Pain if I just could see him one last time
That kid that I drowned in
My dreams of a dime
A future, a family, a mission, a life
That’s all gone he ran out
Of love that’s not fine now he’s not fine
He hopes he can kick those
Voices out his mind
He hopes he’ll become something
Higher than crime
Less disappointment for the ones in his life
Buy mama a house a sorry for all the hate
Straight from his mouth
Regrets it but can’t get those
Words to come out "I’m sorry, I love you"
Think it’s too late now
Might not hear it out loud

Cause I’ve been so low for so long
Cause I’ve been so low for so long
Cause I’ve been so low for so long
Cause I’ve been so low for so long
Cause I’ve been so low for so long

Father forgive me for you know
That I am always sinning
Taking wishes partying with liquor
In my system
Excuse my language that’s a hangup on
How lately I’ve been feeling
I’m sorry I’ve been out of traction
I know that it’s been a privilege
Cause I’ve been
Father forgive me for you know
That I am always sinning
Taking wishes partying with liquor
In my system
Excuse my language that’s a hangup on
How lately I’ve been feeling
I’m sorry I’ve been out of traction
I know that it’s been a privilege
Cause I’ve been

Cause I’ve been so low for so long
Cause I’ve been so low for so long
Cause I’ve been