British India - Swimming in winter lyrics

I had something to tell you
I’ve forgotten what it was
I think I lost your number though
So I keep it to myself
And I read a couple novels
And I saw a couple films
Still I feel exact same way I
Did the day you left, the day you left

Another Sunday morning and
Another Tuesday night
I walked right past the last six months
And I watched them fade from sight
And the ambulance and cop cars are
Still ringing in my ears
Twenty hundred, thirty thousand, million
Billion years

And I’m feeling much better
At least that’s what I tell myself
And I’m feeling much better
At least that’s what I tell myself
Tell myself the one after the last one and
The one before the first
It was better than the best of times
And more awful than the worst
And I make myself some dinner
And I make myself dessert
We’re swimming in the winter we’re just
Trying to make it work

And I’m feeling much better
At least that’s what I tell myself
And I’m feeling much better
At least that’s what I tell myself
Tell myself

And I’m feeling much better
At least that’s what I tell myself
And I’m feeling much better
At least that’s what I tell myself
Tell myself