BROCKHAMPTON - Jeff Goldblum Intro lyrics

" Stem from show business, uh
Generally i mean I have, i
Started out with many, many desires
As far as, uh, as far as this business goes
And uh i so surpassed
All of them that I, that I, that it-it's, uh
It's not as meaningful to me anymore i
Really love the work it'self i've examined
Myself on several occasions: Why am I
Really doing this? Am I doing
This because I want to be famous? And
I think there was an element
Of that when I started out I
Wanted to be a rainmaker"
"Well, we should talk about that one for
A quick second what does that mean?"
"It means, uh, I think I wasn't necessarily
Seeing as much or as, uh, apparently as
I wanted to be when I was a
Kid i had, I had a job
Uh at least in my own mind and
That was to make my mother feel
Better she was, uh, kind of, uh very
Ill in many ways and that
So it was to make her feel better
And I think ultimately I imitated
My father he was a
Very funny guy but also, I felt some need I
I don't if maybe they created it
Or I created it but I
Had a need to make them feel
Like their life was worthwhile
That they did something special
By the very fact that they bought me into
The world from a very young age
I wanted to convince them that I
Was a miracle and then
I wanted to convince the world
That I was a miracle"