BROCKHAMPTON - SAN MARCOS lyrics

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks
Flood down some veins like oxy does
I need fresh air, I need oxygen
Who the hell you fooling? It's so obvious
I don't feel it, I don't see it
This is blasphemy
I can't help but feel like you is after me
Is you drinking for the pain?
Is you drinking for fun?
There's a party outside
'til the morning gon' come
Is you dancing all alone? Is
You dancing for someone?
There's a party outside
Know the night is young is you having fun?

Say it with your chest
Say it with your chest pray it work again
Putting diamonds on my back, putting
Diamonds on my back, yeah
Say it with your chest
Say it with your chest pray it work again
Putting diamonds on my back, putting
Diamonds on my back, yeah

But you know if I waste my time
Talking 'bout what ain't mine
And you know I'll be last in line
Just like last, last night

I said, i said "Who that? Who that?
Who that? Who that?" lurking in the shadows
Tryna catch me liberating spirit's
From the gallows they wanna blackball me
But I held my avocados
Then they melt down like the hash
We mix in our tobacco
Circle tighter than the Castro
They feeding you Castrol
You'd think that it's gas, you turn the key
It's a fiasco
Could be stronger than Vibranium
Don't mean that I ain't fragile
Grapple with reality to break
Out of these shackles

But you know if I waste my time
Talking 'bout what ain't mine
And you know I'll be last in line
Just like last, last night

Suicidal thoughts, but I won't do it
Take that how you want
It's important I admit it
I'm afraid of commitment
Don't know how to fix it
Maybe codependent, can't tell the difference
When the push comes to shove
I'd rather bend than break
But something's gotta give
Ain't that what they say
When you're torn between reality
And a choice you could have made
Or should've made, they're not the same
I'm not the same maybe I'm broken
Either way I'm clinging on closely
I know it's unhealthy
Appreciate your patience
I know that I'm selfish
Do my best to be selfless
I know that I'm changing
I know that I'm changing

I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more