Cal Scruby - Worst Day Of My Life lyrics

I just had the worst day
Of my motherfucking life
I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah

Why can't I get out of my bed?
Thoughts I can't get out of my head
Got blacked out, maxed out my credit card
Why can't I get out of my debt?
Chasing the feel-good, feel real good
But then I feel worse, feel better off dead
Red pill, blue pill, one pill, two pill, ope
I just ran out of my meds
My whole life is a mess
That I can't clean up
A bully that I can't beat up
Can't slow down though, I gotta speed up
Got a lotta upkeep that I can't keep up
One step forward, two step backward
Everyday's a new disaster
Wonder if I turn the page
Will I get through this chapter?

I just had the worst day
Of my motherfucking life
I'm tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine

I've been down this road before
But I don't think I've ever
Been down this low
I've been sad but I don't know why
Think I lost my mind, but I found it though
I just want someone to text me back
Except when then bank say "Balance low"
I just want someone to let me vent
And not judge a motherfucker
Like a talent show
Maybe I'm overdramatic and all
My emotion erratic
I'm prolly just overreacting
But maybe I'm not
Maybe the story I tell is
Supposed to be tragic
If I try to bottle my thoughts
I end up busting the glass or
Popping a hole in the plastic
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Like I got it sewn in the fabric
I got some bad vibrations (Bad vibrations)
I'm tryna stay clean on the low
I know that's high maintenance
(That's high maintenance)
I got a lotta reason to go
And I might not make it
(I might not make it)
I got a lotta days like these
And they test my patience
And I can't take it, I can't take it

I just had the worst day
Of my motherfucking life
Tryna act like nothing wrong
But I can't do nothing right
So I'm about to break down
'Bout to lose my fucking mind
If I can make it through today
They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah

This shit gonna be okay
(This shit gonna be okay)
This shit gonna be alright
(This shit gonna be alright)
This shit gonna be okay
(This shit gonna be okay)
This shit gonna be alright
(This shit gonna be alright)