Captain Midnite, Kyle Lucas, Oncue - Ashes Rising lyrics

Yo, I don't really like these people in here
Feels evil in here
I don't really know that girl over there
I don't wanna talk to her I don't care
Tryna get the courage she can't, she's scared
So she don't ever talk to me she just stares
I've been through this, I'm a little prepared
Let me save you the trouble, emotions spared
Let me dip out, bounce yeah
Feet don't even touch the ground it's all air
Little bit of love though a lot more hate
Let me get up out of here right downstairs
Far from sober, crossing over
Casanova when I'm out here
Walls are closing in, lost all hope again
They wanna kick it like lounge chairs
Too many fake friends
Even more fake problems
Thinking that my buzz or some
Money will solve them
Mom thinking that her boy, she lost him
This industry took me and turned me monster
Now my girl is cautious
All these rumors often got her
Sick to her stomach
Feeling nauseaus but all these
Vices got me exhausted
Heart is bouncing telling me to stay calm
Get some counseling little downsome
Way too many downers
Abusing music is my only
Outlet my only output sit back
Let my thoughts collect to things of
My past I just can't correct
And I tend to obsess and regress while
This demon inside just eats me alive

Take me away let the ashes keep burning
I'm not the same man that I used to be
But, I'll still fly
If it feels like I'm falling

New chapter and new pages talking
Like we fucking strangers
Want more answers over text messages
Wild how things change ain't it
Can't paint it can't put a finger on it
Momma said get off the pot and go
And put a ring up on it
See the thing about it
These thoughts in my head so clouded
Bury my sorrows turn this ladder
I hide behind my verses and my melodies
Knew that this was over for a while
Your eyes were telling me
Everything that I did it fell
Short of what you needed
Wish that I could give you more
I stayed faithful
Wish you seen it but you can't
So I plan to go and snatch up all this dough
I'm just hoping and wishing
That money and fame
Can fill the hole left by you
Nothing new, I'm still just so self-indulgent
Cigarette smoking, barely feel the dread
My chest ripped open
Sitting here alone with my mind gone
Bygones be bygones my problems just pile on

Take me away let the ashes keep burning
I'm not the same man that I used to be
I'll still fly if it feels like I'm falling