Charles Hamilton - Alone lyrics

Uh, ain't what it used to be when I was
Used to you and you were used to
Me usually you was steady using me and now
You gotta deal with the fact you
Losing me we used to be something that they
Usually see becomes a bitch move when you
Choose to flee the shit hurts, can't you see
The bruises, B? But shit is nothing
Cause none of y'all moving me
See, months passed, now the dude improving
B so today you nothing but old news to
Me see it started with a kiss and
Ended with a diss and now I'm
Convinced she's just another bitch
Like weed and Dutch, just another
Twist forces my mind
Hear the resist because from what
You did to me

What does it mean
What does it mean to be alone?
(I don't know) how does it feel
How does it feel to be alone? (I don't know)
I know how you feel, I know how to feel
I know what to feel
And I don't wanna say that

Now after that shit
I'm like "That's it! Never again I'm
Falling for a black chick"
I give a fuck if she thin or that thick
Only time I'm gonna black is doing
This rap shit but then again, saw the eyes
Of cinnamon the cinnamon was coming from a
Dominican it's like a scent again
It forces me to win again
Because the girls in my
Past forces me to remember them
And that's why I
Agree with Eminem you go through hell
Just so you could be friends
With them and I'm concentrated on what
I'm gonna give her she
Want an ocean of love
I'm cool with river and that's when shit
Begins to fall like September then
You heart's cold like December, remember?

What does it mean
What does it mean to be alone?
(I don't know) how does it feel
How does it feel to be alone? (I don't know)
I know how you feel, I know how to feel
I know what to feel
And I don't wanna say that

Now this verse goes to a special
Friend i knew from the
Beginning that we could blend but
Before I start another trend
I gotta ask her scared cause
I think that this friendship
Could end so I just pretend that I'm just a
Friend in the dorm room struggling
With emotions within have
Me drunk off the love potion again asking God
Why I gotta hold this again but
He gave me a 40, cause that nigga know
Me now I'm on the fire escape smoking
A stogie look at my left, never
Forgot what he told me iSA
Stop running from the old me but baby if only
I know you i gotta tell you mami
If I go through it's OK
Just as long as you'll never say

What does it mean
What does it mean to be alone?
(I don't know) how does it feel
How does it feel to be alone? (I don't know)
I know how you feel, I know how to feel
I know what to feel
And I don't wanna say that