Charles Hamilton - You Too lyrics

First drug was Flintstones kids vitamins
I used to eat a bottle if my
Mom would leave a bottle out
She found it out and I
Was banned from the cabinet
Never had a chance to enhance
But I imagined it
Went from vitamins to mom’s
Mental health pills she felt ill
And I got it ‘cause it felt real
Wanted to know why my mother was trippin’
A fatherless daughter that’s stuck
In a mother’s position, publicly trippin’
Second grade, didn’t fuck with niggas
They laughed when my mother came to
Pick me up in slippers
Raggy sweatshirt, funky sweatpants
What made it worse is when
She saw me she said, "lets dance"
Diagnosed as a schizophrenic
She was lost in hell, I just kissed in it
But, I was an ugly nerd
Obsessed with a lovely bird
And a brain plagued with muddy words

You know I love my mother
I just…never got a chance to
Express how that shit felt
You know? Like, in that time period
Ma I love you, I precede your
Strength, On everything I love, thank you

Smoked blunts like the weed
Wasn’t rolled in it
Couldn’t roll but my bowl overflowed with it
I had no business doing dro
Then it got too beautiful
Started using blow, if you ain’t know
I gotta home in a UFO
If you were close to me, you could go with me
But, if not, you move to slow
Back to the matter baby
I never thought that I could lose control
Until I crashed when my stupid
Nose started leaking fluid
Stupid to assume that blow was cruise control
Fuck it, I ain’t got no use for a soul
‘Cause, I don’t walk, I float, so
My sole purpose is to let
My soul reach the sol
S-O-L, the sun, believe the
UV can solve anything, like VE
It’s after 6 in the winter
Darkness, passion in mid December
Bitch remember

I’m sorry, you know I didn’t mean
To call you a bitch, you know
Sometimes I just zone out…the voices
Too many people

They say people lead you to the needle
And since I’m your favorite drug
Do you believe that people are evil?
So what do we do? My
Phantom of the heart strings
Who be standing in the dark with
A man that isn’t all me
It should be me or the best
Car currency could buy in Dubai
But certainly a ride something that rides
Perfectly on life’s course
This road can make a nigga question himself
Like a white corpse it’s black and white
Got guys watching crimes more
‘cause it’s time for minds
To soar like before
Your wings might be sore but
Life is four times more
When you spend you life’s height
Tryna find your spinal cord
Hide from what? pick a vice live your life
Get it right
Can’t live it twice unless you live a lie
If so, nigga die, no one listens to you
Very few can exist in the truth, here’s proof
Charles Hamilton

Sometimes I feel like I gotta
Die…and come back to life just to prove