Charles Hamilton - Frustration And Failed Suicide Attempts lyrics

Who would've known the scariest sight is
Me looking in the mirror feel me on this

Well hello again
You know who it is the motion is swift
Wait until they get a load of this
Dismissing your questions suggesting that I
Am not the best
Since whoever had the best since the
Exit before I snatched it direct hit
No bullshit I leave cats breathless
Death is like a chick I got history with
Sometimes I wanna visit the chick
But she trips and pisses me the
Fuck off with all her bullshit so I quit
Which is why I feel blessed to live
Yes I did stretch a bit
But, I'm kinda short and my message is
To think bigger than your average nigga
Colorless, I love to dig
Ya dig? It's for the love of it
So you can't be mad at my frustration
I'm just pacing, dammit I'm just waitin'

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But, I'mma fight wit all my might you know
Give ya self a chance give ya self a chance
You tried everyone else
Now give ya self a chance
Give ya self a chance give ya self a chance
You tried everyone else
Now give ya self a chance

You know sometimes it's crazy to talk
To yourself in the mirror
Especially when your mirror reflection says
Some shit like this

So many demands will enter the hands
Of the many damn glances that want
To know what's in your plan
Don't let 'em sway you into
Doing what they want
They close in the zone in
Which you existed once
The close-minded no violence could happen
The whole silence is co-founded in magic
The other founder is power
And in time you will gain
Magic is something that in your
Mind you can't explain, bang
Why do I trip when I look at this mirror?
Couldn't be clearer, my rival is me
How can I be defeated?
I only die when I sleep
Might get caught sleeping but
Never caught slippin'
Y'all gettin' on my nerves
Why y'all trippin? It must be the laces
They bitin' my tracks so
They must need embracing

Give myself a pat on the back
Kiss my mirror reflection
Said matter of fact
What's wrong with knowing who you
Are when you are great
Happy's a hard way to think
I put on a smart face, little smirk too
And told my reflection
"talk crazy and I'mma hurt you"
He said, "suicide, you tried by virtue"
Doesn't matter what you think you can do
Just know what you can do
And your soul is pink mixed with blue
Think this is true? You crazy as me
Spacey as I can be when I space on a beat
Basically, I cannot wait to be free
Of the chains that pain slavery
Can make me believe
Say cheese, picture illustrated to me
What I'm saying is easy to display
Cuz I named it the beat peace