Charles Hamilton - Him lyrics

And I can't let it go

All my idols are a puddle
My rivals are in rubble why am I in trouble?
Dying for rebuttals crying like I love you
Night is when I snuff you
Signs of what can crush the
Minus sign above the struggle
Silent when I cuddle private with my stubble
Higher than the mud you Nolan
Ryan'd in the scuffle timing when I hug you
So I'm lying when I fuck you
Trying to be other than the guy
Who wants to fuck you
Heart behind the jersey
Scarred behind the Mercy
Card me, I ain't worthy
Hard to find who hurt me
Are you trying to murk me?
Hard replies and Hershey
Started trying to die but then I
Saw the line was dirty
Jaw defines the curb when we walk to
Find the dog who birthed me
Y'all can find me hurting in the
Dark till I am thirty
Growing as a man in a planet of them
Them are women, so to them I'm just him

I can't stand Him it's Him again
But, I am Him the then again
I know you don't want to answer your phone
But, I'm coming up under this blanket

Rated with an X, praying for some sex
Praying to execs, laying for a check
Maybe I am blessed make me sign my death
Wish and certificate when I say
Why I am stressed
Labels put a head so my day to day
Of finding records saying what I display
When I wake up in a sweat
Crazy as it gets, babies sending texts
I say to them, "I guess"
They make it even less hatred in my flesh
Raped and given neck make it such a mess
Greater than the rest a Laker with a tech
Rafer with the best favors for the West
Naked with the refs nader with the message
Fader with the Rep ladies getting wet
Awake because of death
Growing as a man in a planet of them
Them are women, so to them I'm just Him

One minute I'm fine and at
One-minute-and-one I feel nothing
Why must this continue
Why come back and let you know
How it feels to be Mr i Told You So