Charles Hamilton - Karen's Song 3.1 lyrics

This song is dedicated to
Karen Ramona Williams yeah it's another one
This time
This rhyme's a little more troublesome
Left in the dark for so long
I felt fucking dumb
Cause, I been chewed up and spit out
Like bubble gum
I think because I couldn't call you
Or stalk you the only way to get over you
Would be if I saw you
And I got that all too familiar feeling
When I rode out to Brooklyn
And I entered your buildin'
When I come with somebody, you know
To buzz me in
Nothin' could of prepared me for
When the stuff would begin
I ain't gon' front, I was shook and scared
Too nervous to stand still
So I took the stairs
Walked Six flights up, runnin' outta breath
Thinking this type sucks, but it's my luck
That when I man'd up and was standin' secure
When I knocked
You and your new man had answered the door
Damn

You blacked out like you just
Looked at your worst enemy
Screamin' "Nigga you did not
Take my virginity! I thought it was love
It wasn't! We were young"
Damn, the sound of those few words ended me
Apparenlty you didn't seem to like
The other Karen song
But that song was for me
So honestly I don't care at all
Anyway, you made me apologize to daniel
Your new boo who looked at me like "Why
Can I not stand you?"
I just came by to say "Hi!"
And give you a Christmas card
So when I busted into tears
Damn the shit was hard
And it's bizzare cause you
Just played your song
But, I compromised and smiled
Like "okay I'm wrong
I shouldn't of said that I was your first"
But, it's not like I'm lying
About how much I hurt!
But, you left for no reason
I mean why did you leave?
And if you never loved me, atleast lie to me
And say you

On the train ride home, I was fuckin sick
Fighting tears
Thinkin to myself "FUCK THIS BITCH!"
3 years ago I'm thinkin that she
Loves the shit outta me
God I'm Eesh, I ain't ever had a heart
Not a piece
Thinkin' that she'd die for me, probablynot
She was still stuck in my brain
I should of got a Lobotomy
If I ain't beat first, I got head first
Like a soccer team didn't nut
But, I'm certain that you
Would of swallowed me
This isn't just a song Karen, this is bigger
What goes through your mind when
You kiss this nigga?
Bitch I'm bitter, left for no reason at all
So all the
Tears fall faster than leaves in the fall
But, when I think about it
It was Peterson's fault you know
The first guy you started off leavin me for
Now I don't give a fuck
I'm relieved that your gone
Why would I be with someone
That would string me along
But, I believe in the lord
Cause he lives in me too
Cause, I left your house
And went to Tiffany's school
And I kissed her, hugged her
Said I missed her, i love her
And if I could ever love someone
It would be you
Went to her house, the sex was major pleasure
And once it was over, we just laid together
See it's 1 year down and forever to go
And what she feels for me will never get old
Cause, I know she really