Charles Hamilton - Losing Control, Revisited lyrics

Everything was so fine in the afterlife
I'm in the place where convicts go after life
Spent half my life trying to
Find some definition to it
But it didn't work out no definition to it
So I'm back in the lab
Trying to make an elixir
That will keep me safe from this twister
Another formula to make more
Than just family fans
I know it's destiny but can it be planned
I mean
So many people that play in this picture
But they mad extra
Don't know who to play in this picture
But, I don't ever play in the picture
Reality the musical, no play in this picture
Play on words, even play on the scripture
Lay in a ditch blazed from the haze of some
Bitches, taking some pictures
Of me laying with the misses
Modest living seems so fucking distant

But, I gotta keep holding on
Even though I'm losing control, control
But, I gotta keep holding on
Even though I'm losing control, control
Losing con

Nowadays I get lost in my music
Forced to walk the plank
Get tossed from my music
Get devoured by the sharks in my music
Go to hell, end up in heaven
Playing harps in my music
That's why you never hear harps in my music
Only one song, it was hard for me to do it
Goes to show I know no limit's
I ate Pandora's Box but I won't go in it
The secrets of the world can be found in me
Tied up and bound to me crown me please
So high, my Ego is Below, He so
Cocky, then he died, now behold the most
Prolific nigga spitting dope scriptures
The devils son, gods favorite
An they're both sibling
And that's why I'm so sickening, so dig this
You earthlings just don't get it
I grabbed the devil and god
And made them both listen
No dissing, no blasphemous, cold dig it?
Never parlay for the paper, no poems written
I hope you hoes listen to
More than one whole sentence
Fuck 100 percent, I put my soul in this
Eating Dilla's Donuts, flipped it
Proceeded to go nuts, oh shucks
Will you little niggas ever grow up?
I used to do shrooms
I was on that Super Mario stuff
Now Luigi make me an
My sweetie some fettuccine
Niggas would never see me if
The devil was good
So you niggas show some fucking respect
When I step in your hoods
My message is good my messages should
Be looked at as the same
Restraining method as Suge
Before the truth comes, the messenger dies
So I wasn't scared I was expecting to die
Came back nothing changed
Name still the same
Name still remains, I came here for change
But, I ain't here to change
Put them together if you looking for a fault
You'll be looking forever
I control my destiny, I'm the living nirvana
Charles Hamilton
Alive but with a different persona
Just a shame I had to
Die without kissing my mama
But, I had to get the fuck
Out and drift from the drama
So come on, lets go fishing Osama
Picture Saddam in the kitchen
With some ganja, biggie and Tanya
Who's Tanya? Somebody's mama
Somebody's sister, somebody's victim
It be the names of the no names
That we don't say
So there really is no change, OK
So trace me if you must
Convince yourself that all of this is luck
The Holy Trinity is us: HCho, Swiss
And Chuck no profile picture up
Rip the dutch gets the guts
Get some dust twist it up
Bic it up and drift with us
And by dust I don't mean pixie dust
I mean the dust from your
Vinyl cause this is tough

Its not over

Another 8 from another great mind
Never waste time, this cat died 8 times
Numerology says that I'm a straight 9
So why the fuck would I live
Life in a straight line
If only I can make time for my great bride
Then me and my great bride will escape time
An eternity of pain
With the promise of bliss
Watch how you fall in love
In the bottom less pit

I feel like my soul has been crying out man
I've been crying in my music forever
I just feel like my soul had to cry, na'mean?
I ain't crying but
I ain't got nere tear in my eye
I just that cleansing feeling, na'mean
When tears fall i got that feeling but
I got a cute ass smile
On my face standing here
My pink tie, my g-unit tee
My pink button down and my dirty blue jeans
It's all I got this is all
I got this music shit
Is all I got and I love it to death
And I would do anything for music