Charles Hamilton - Return to Sender (Pink Within) lyrics

I love my life and all the people in it
But sometimes I feel as though the
Real is creeping in me
Don't understand it? Fine
I wanna channel my mind of
Pain into a minor game
So why should I complain with all
The lives I was given silent and strange
No one knew the pink wearing, geek era
Streets every week never seen, unidentified
Then I find my thoughts are just a fist
And then I begin to brawl within the sense
To fall within the bitches that
All think you could give
But, it's the law that you should live
Me and my mind have this argument again
It's all because of sin
But even Charles gets lost in Charles
So come along and get lost
With Charles and just

I want you to see the pink within
If you thought it was dead, then think again
Don't ever run away don't ever run away don't
Ever run away don't ever run away
Don't ever run away don't ever run away don't
Ever run away don't ever run away
Just my own worst enemy
Cause it just comes into me

For the longest I was the
Strongest but didn't know it
I had the heart but mental bombers
Are there to explode it
Notice I wasn't trying to make anyone suffer
Immune enough to lose any bloodsucker
Gotta live, gotta breathe
Not again, set me free
I forgive, I perceive, I forbid, I deceive
I am Him-ness indeed, this is God
Mr hamilton you are living together
You're in my image and presence
So just get it together
I know you've been through the weather
To make you pick up umbrellas
This is just never when you drift to whenever
I make you imagine and you believe it
And that's the reason for believing
All of the secrets
Of creeping, seeking, deep in, but in the end
You gotta understand, you are who you are
I guess in essence, I am who you are
And never far

I want you to see the pink within
Thought it was dead, then think again

I want you to see the pink within
If you thought it was dead, then think again
Don't ever run away don't ever run away don't
Ever run away don't ever run away
Don't ever run away don't ever run away don't
Ever run away don't ever run away
Just my own worst enemy
Cause it just comes into me

So much has changed, it's all an illusion
The smog and pollution, it's all in the music
The problem is used to the one
That's right in front of him
Everybody come to him cause they all
Want to get something then
Something else, nothing helps
You see my fucking help?
If I touch you, I could fucking melt
But as a younger me
I wasn't scared to touch myself
Being touched and felt by
Inspirations in my life
Penetration in your mind
Is it rape or is it crime
It makes no sense to make a fist
I couldn't write with things
I'm right again
My inner good is what I like to send
My vitamin is knowing that this life again
Homie, so try again while I
Imagine this is night
Fight the wind, light the end with a candle
This is a fire you can handle

I want you to see the pink within
If you thought it was dead, then think again
Don't ever run away don't ever run away don't
Ever run away don't ever run away
Don't ever run away don't ever run away don't
Ever run away don't ever run away
Just my own worst enemy
Cause it just comes into me

I feel like my mind is split into 3 parts
You know growing up I learned that
I was made in God's image
And I also learned to appreciate
Love me as Charles Hamilton
And I've also learned to
Grow and appreciate reality
So I'm ready to say anything, it's my life
It's my world
Don't ever run away, don't ever run away
It's the breaks i can't God out of me and I
Can't take reality out of me
And all I can do is be the
Best Charles Hamilton I can be, so holla
But God created me and all you got is me
I'm out