Charles Hamilton, Layvelle Wims - So Tired lyrics

Uh all the pain I see
You gotta strive for something more friendly
Don't be lazy

It's been a long time still
Patient with this rapping
Still second guessing like "is
It gonna happen?" i can't be depressed
Let me catch my breath
If I drop the pen and pad then
It's pain up in my chest
Death to success in this shit that I see
We all know, when you on top there's envy
But, I need that new Bentley, doing one fifty

Know that Imma hustle till them
Niggas come get me
And the grind won't get me where
The bars don't send me
I'm always driving just to get it
Me and Charles is committed
This is more than a gimmick
Pure bars by the minute
So nigga you should listen
The kid is really gifted
Give a fuck about the stars cause
The sky is the limit

The things I've said, the things I did
I've made mistakes but now i'm so tired
While you can't laugh at death
And cry at birth never said you can't do it
Till you try it first

Twenty seven hour days
Haven't showered in days
My world is Shakespearean hope
Tahou arth amazed
Full course meal is Mountain Dew
A fucking brownie and haze
Yet still I'm not all about getting paid
My mouth is a gauge
My brain is a banana clip
Can't think in airports cause they might try
To slam me in a cell somewhere
Think I got an apartment at hell somewhere
Mama I love you
But you the main source of my pressure
I spit crack but it's important to
Measure my work by my Pyrex, mother
Mama for you, I would quit rap
But, you raised up a rebel
So if you said stop the only way that i
Would stop is if I died from head shots
I'd still keep rocking even
If the bread stops
Even when the hood stops saying Demev's hot
Even these white people stop
Saying Demev rocks this shit is in my blood
That's why I do it heavily
That time I cut my wrist I swear
To god I heard a melody
Call me what you want but I'm
Something that you'll never be
Charles Hamilton the biggest paradox
You'll ever see

(keep giving it a hundred percent)
(I don't know how much i got left)

I stand in the line of fire
But yet I'm so cold but yet I'm so bold
But yet I'm so scared (I'm so scared)

I stand with the wigs of an angel
But yet I can't fly but yet I can't cry
But yet I can't die (I can't die)
I'm here forever

I'm tired of the pain i'm tired of the way
I'm tired of the game, I'm tired of the
I'm Tired yea yeah
O-o-o oh yea yeah uuuuuh huhh
I'm so tired