Charles Hamilton - The Butterfly Effect lyrics

Charles Hamilton yeah

However this starts is the way
That it should start
Everything I say is from the heart
Laid in an apartment next to
Some woman who swears she doesn't need
A check to respect dudes
Guess who, is she real or a metaphor?
It doesn't matter
Cause to be real I'm forever bored
Alone is the word that best describes
Nothing in common, I heard you testify
Sayin' you know how I feelno one does
Maybe I feel this way cause
I ain't grow enough
Showin' love to hoes and thugs
Who don't know me much
Status in a rich mans apparatus
Leaves them to being my
Friend for their satisfaction
And me writing songs in an unhappy fashion
Tucked away to die another day
My bond with myself keeps me promising help
But

No one cares how you feel when
You live in a cacoon
Nothing ever seems real when you
Live in a cacoon cacoon
Cacoon

Yo Charles, I know you got connects
Gimme an A&R's number, say yeah Charles
Make me a star i wonder
If I didn't chill with big
Wigs and get a deal
Would any of these niggas feel chills
When I spit the real?
A frequent question of the successful but
I don't give a fuck about success so much
You wifin' the bitch but we sex so much
Her bed was just my nest for nuts
But me being me I couldn't
Accept that it was lust yes it was
A mess because she didn't accept my love
Like everyone else I encountered
My whole life
"Charles rap? You wild'n" now it's "Wow
He so nice!
His style is so like-" Ugh, fuck up
I grew up a fucking fuck up
I drown in waves I'm too curly for a touch up
So what up?
That's why my wrist is all cut up

Yo i don't wanna feel alone anymore
No more 3am searchin' through
My phone anymore
My mom keeps callin' I love her, but listen
Mom, you trippin'
Just for gettin' my attention
Remember rippin' all the rhymes
I had written?
Instrumental CD breakin cause I was dippin'
In and out class to write what's on my mind
At the time
Which helped me not cause a Columbine
Bottom line I feel betrayed by life
So scarred I feel like I gave Blade a knife
I'm the fuckin' vampire that
Gave Blade a bite
Supernatural can walk through the
Day at night
I just wanna be loved by someone
But we all want some one