Charles Hamilton - Trying Hard lyrics

I don't write when I get a pen
(pin) therefore, I'm just nice when I
Spit from within niggas like, "Charles
When you on the mic, get
It together" And I'm like, "When I'm
On the mic, try to get it
Again" First time you hear it
It's like a windpipe punch second time
You're not near it but, then I lunch on
The third time, reminding you the first time
(nigga) this is brunch kinds
Of beats tHESE kinds
Of beats and I'm nice to beats
So be kind to me haven't you
Heard me? Don't I look like a
Chick who's nerdy and curvy?
Well, I WIN! And WHEN I DECIDE I WANNA TRY
I'LL TRY AGAIN! No Aaliyah you need
To know the fever even
Divas know who could beat it
And leave them needing MORE

When I'm on a beat, I'm trying
When I'm on my feet, I'm trying
Grinning in defeat, because I'm trying
The winner of the streets, because I'm trying
When I'm making love to you
I'm trying to understand you, too
When I'm making love to you
I'm trying to understand you, too

I have (had) sex with my new girl while
Reading her Tarot she already knows
Her bone marrow was unprepared
To see The Heart (The Lover
Card) so I gave her with a deck of Knives
(Ace of Swords) , like "Let us
Depart" She like, "Your special
But CHARLES! WHY YOU GOTTA DO IT SO HARD?!" I
Came out with The Joker card and I wasn't
Playing Poker i know the broad
I'm tryna make her
Cum without being inside her make her P
(wrap) from her vagina (fact) inside it
Without using the thing I be
Abusing when I slide
In her nevermind her i would like her
Fur to just "brush" on my face turn the
Beat on and then brush her away

When I'm on a beat, I'm trying
When I'm on my feet, I'm trying
Grinning in defeat, because I'm trying
The winner of the streets, because I'm trying
When I'm making love to you
I'm trying to understand you, too
When I'm making love to you
I'm trying to understand you, too

I'm trying to make aliens acceptable
On Earth nOTHING here is
Respectable in a verse because verses
Have to be hard
(Beyonce) and I'm ACTUALLY hard when I
Look at a star (J Dilla)
See "God" in my rear view
See God coming near me
So who's coming near you
(Jack Splash)? MY FATE (Mystic) God
Is irate (Davina) why
Wait? (Tim & Bob) Why be fake? (Talking
Heads) I "I oh late!"
(Daft Punk) Isolate, idolize
And then make an idolatrist
State EXIST NO LONGER
(SEGA) as I read my girl's tarot when
She removed her thong word i
Do it stronger doesn't it
Sound like there was a book in my palm
Nerds? Wrong dirt you lookin for
This? Go to church

When I'm on a beat, I'm trying
When I'm on my feet, I'm trying
Grinning in defeat, because I'm trying
The winner of the streets, because I'm trying
When I'm making love to you
I'm trying to understand you, too
When I'm making love to you
I'm trying to understand you, too