Christon Gray - Roses 102 - Burning House lyrics

I shoulda known better than to come back here
But come to think of it, nobody's even home
See, the writing on the wall is your name
No, I really shoulda known better than
To walk back up these steps
Set foot in this door again
Floors still creeks beneath me
These dark memories, they greet me
And I don't wanna wake the demons not today
And the heat is rising
Everything inside is screaming
Turn around now just run and hide
But, I've been doing that for my whole life
Yes now or never
I said it's now or never

But, this is the place where
My hope got buried alive
And I hear it calling but, I don't know if I
Have the aware of thought
To come back down those really cold
Corridors from the basement floor
I feel flames

I can see it now in this room, in my heart
Where I swore I'd never go it's beating now
In the hands of my greatest
Mistake of my darkest secret
Saying goodbye to you is like
Tearing my heart in two

But, I gotta close the door goodbye, goodbye
I gotta close the door
Goodbye, I'm moving on
I gotta close the door goodbye, goodbye
I gotta close the door
I gotta close the door
Sorry that I have to leave you here
I gotta close the door
I'm no good when I'm around
Oh, I gotta close the door
Oh, I gotta close the door
I gotta close the door close the door

Close the door close the door
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, gotta close the door
When the fantasy is gone
When the fantasy is gone saying goodbye
Gotta close the door
Oh, gotta close the door close the door
Never coming back again close the door
Never coming back again close the door
Oh, I'm looking in my darling's eyes
I gotta close the door oh, even second in
Even second guess is having issues
Goodbye, close the door
Lord, help me close the door close the door